Screaming My Life Away

can I Have yo numba??

2010-02-28T08:54:00.000-08:00

A big hello to all. Recently I did not update this blog. Well I have a busy but boring life.. so just a quick update..

That's it...

the reason

2010-01-26T15:43:00.000-08:00

tekken movie?????

2010-01-10T17:45:00.000-08:00

I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!

2010 here I come!!!!

2009-12-20T13:55:00.000-08:00

WOOOO!!!!! 2010 is approaching!!! Cant wait for the concerts that will be held here..

First up..

Saosin and Rise Against will be here with Muse on 3 Feb at the Indoor Stadium.

Next.

To all Paramore fans, March 7th is your day. They will be performing at the Indoor Stadium.

Lastly,

LAMB OF GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!

They will be here on April 15. They will be performing at D'Marquee,Downtown East!!!

2010 will be a great year minus the fact that I going to sec 5, cutting my hair and staying in the same godforsaken school for another year..

84526

2009-12-14T11:59:00.000-08:00

I may look happy, but honestly dear,
The only way I'll really smile is if you cut me ear to ear.
I see the vultures, they watch me bleed.
They lick their lips, as all the shame spills out of me. - Oli Sykes (Bring Me The Horizon)

the sadness will never end..

2009-12-07T13:30:00.000-08:00

Our legs begin to break

We've walked this path for far to long
My lungs, they start to ache
But still we carry on
I'm choking on my words like I got a noose around my neck
I can't believe it's come to this
I can't believe it's come to this
And dear, I fear
That this ship is sinking tonight

I won't give up on you
These scars won't tear us apart
So don't give up on me
It's not too late for us
And I'll save you from yourself
And I'll save you from yourself

Our legs begin to break
We've walked this path for far too long
My lungs begin to ache
But still we carry on
I'm choking on my words
Like I got a noose around my neck

I'm not coming home tonight
I'm not coming home tonight
'Cause dear I fear, dear I fear
I'm not coming home tonight
I'm not coming home tonight
'Cause dear I fear
This ship is sinking
Is there hope for us?
Can we make it out alive?
I can taste the failure on your lips
Is there hope for us?
Can we make it out alive?
I can taste the failure

Close your eyes
There's nothing we can do
But sleep in this bed that we made for ourselves
You're trapped in your past
Like it's six feet under

I won't give up on you
These scars won't tear us apart
So don't give up on me
It's not too late for us
I'll save you from yourself
I'll save you from yourself
I'll save you from yourself
I'll save you from yourself

Try to numb the pain
With alcohol and pills
But it won't repair your trust
You can't stand on two fucking feet
With a substance as a crutch

I won't give up
I won't give up on you
We'll play this symphony
I won't give up
I won't give up on you
We'll play this symphony of sympathy

I won't give up
I won't give up on you
We'll play this symphony of sympathy
I won't give up
I won't give up on you
We'll play this symphony of sympathy

bfmv !!

2009-11-19T12:43:00.000-08:00

(Insert Stupid Title Here)

2009-11-15T16:55:00.000-08:00

A big hello to all of you readers... Nothing much happened yesterday and today.. Yesterday watched the S'pore vs Thailand much.. We lost 1-3.. I guess the Thais had Tom Yum before the match.. I'm gonna do nothing today.. Gotta go to work tomorrow.. Guess that's it .. Take Care!!!

birthday shoutout!!!!!!!

2009-11-03T17:52:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 36th Birthday To Mick Thompson of Slipknot!!!

And also A Happy Advanced Birthday To My Dear Friend Farhan. May the 4th of November be the happiest day of your LIFE!!!!!

so sickkkkkkk

2009-10-31T02:18:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I feel like screaming the life outta me...

2009-10-24T10:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY B'DAY TO WAYNE ROONEY!!!!!!

snores

2009-10-13T17:47:00.000-07:00

It been a long time since I blogged here.. Been super busy... Actually I'm just lazy to update.. Recently made a new friend.. Been sms-ing her a lot.. And yes my new friend's a GIRL!!! Also can't wait to go to East Coast!!!

Raya 09

2009-09-29T01:25:00.001-07:00

Had fun last night!!!!!

2009-09-20T06:10:00.000-07:00

the wait is gonna be over

2009-09-12T23:00:00.000-07:00

1 more motherf**king week till HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!!!

qoute

2009-09-09T01:33:00.000-07:00

“Your going to come across a lot of shitty bands, and a lot of shitty people. And if anyone of those people call you names because of what you look like, or because they don't accept you for who you are. I want you to look right at that motherf****r, stick up your middle finger, and scream F**K YOU!”

- Gerard Way of My Chemical Romance

and it goes on and on...

2009-09-05T00:34:00.000-07:00

I'm so sick of reading spam..
You know who you are..
you act as if I'm dumb...
blablabla..
I'm sick of guys like you..
Parasites..
You make me sick..
I deleted the Cbox...
F**k you!!!
Stay out of my life if you hate me so much..
I'm just so sick of entertaining guys like you..
You know 'Mondays' are..
I will not entertain people like you..

I hate you!!!
I loathe you!!!

.s.s.s.

2009-08-30T03:06:00.000-07:00

Ray Toro ROCKS!!!

I'm Not Okaaaayyyyy sings

2009-08-29T06:05:00.000-07:00

Hey internets....

Lately I been asked who are the 'Mondays' that I'm talking about..

IT IS NONE OF YOUR MOTHERF**KING BUSINESS!!!!!

I've been watching MCR's Life On The Murder Scene..

I'm slowly turning back to a MCRFREAK!!

But ETF still rocks!!

Will not be attending school on Monday..

Because I do not want to walk 4.8KM..

That's it for now..

Gonna watch the 'Kallang Roar' again..

Adios Amigos!!!

title = nothing!!

2009-08-25T01:55:00.000-07:00

hey there!!!! I'm back!! Been busy with school.. Thought that I had enough time to blog but I was wrong.. Anyways just a quick update.. More soon!! Till then!!

Game OVER!!!!

2009-08-19T05:40:00.000-07:00

Hey x3.. Well I'm tired.. Got back my MT Paper 1.. Just Passed.. Social Studies was my crowning glory.. I got 39/50.. Imagine that.. All three classes had the top scorers getting 39/50... Imagine that... Played soccer just now.. Had a lot of fun.. Fasting month is approaching.. You'll be seeing me here more often.. Till Then..

-.-

2009-08-18T05:08:00.000-07:00

The Words 'Best Friends Became Redifined'

ohh well..

2009-08-12T04:25:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey... How are you guys feeling today?? Good I hope.. Today was the first day of prelims.. Had EL paper 1 and SS.. Tomorrow having MT paper 1 and EL paper 2.. Well all the best to all taking the prelims.. Here is something funny for you guys to enjoy!!

WTF!!! Man Utd Lost..

2009-08-10T02:40:00.000-07:00

Today I woke up to bad news.. Man Utd Lost To Chelsea Via Penalties. WHAT!!!! I knew Ben Foster should not played.. Tomasz Kuszczak should be playing.. Nevermind.. I hope they win the Premier League and the Champions League.. Well that's it.. Wednesday got prelim.. So I better get studying..

changed skin again...

2009-08-06T18:48:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!! Its been a long ass time since I last post.. School life is making me busy.. I just changed the blog skin.. Looks kinda plain but who cares... Today I gave school a miss because I'm just too lazy to go out..Well that's it.. Going for prayers later.. Maybe catching G.I Joe with the guys... Catch you guys on the flipside..

yadayada

2009-07-31T22:07:00.000-07:00

I was bored so I decided to give a quick update.. Nothing much yesterday.. Met up with some of the guys.. Most of them did not know that I was gone for a week.. After prayers bought lunch at McDonalds.. Big Mac Rocks!!! Seaweed Shaker Fries Rocks Harder!!!! Currently playing Fifa Online 2..So that's it... Monday, I will finally be going to school..

FINALLLYYY!!!

2009-07-30T18:02:00.000-07:00

Hey guys..Finally today I get to enjoy the outside world..I've been in quarantine in my house for almost a week..I'm sick of staying at home..I'm tired of doing nothing all day..I've been watching movie after movie everyday for the past 5 days..I'm going for Prayers today..Maybe meeting the guys,most likely will head down to the mosque alone...I really miss my friends...Well see you guys later!!!!!

New Skin

2009-07-26T19:15:00.000-07:00

Hey guys finally I updated..I just changed my blogskin..I hope you guys forgive me..Currently bored at home..I'm on MC till next Monday...Its a good and bad thing at the same time...Well Thats it..Here's something funny for you guys to enjoy..

blahx3

2009-07-21T00:02:00.000-07:00

Hey!!! Finally back to do some serious blogging. Been busy. Well today a weird thing happened. Firstly the first half of the day was okay. After recess, we had Mother Tounge. Two words.. It Sucked!!!!!!! It was the first time I actually argue with Mdm S3 (only people from my school knows).. I dislike MT lesson... I gave up on MT after Sec 2.. Then came English. MJ did not come so we had free period.. The relief teacher came and gave us work. I decided to do the work (insert angel face here). Before that the teacher looked pissed. After greeting her, Qaiyum read the newpaper. She went to his table and tore the paper. Qaiyum was pissed. He threw the paper at the teacher. She said 'Nevermind, I go write an incident report' as Qaiyum walked out the class. Next, she threw John's bag outside the class. I'm not sure what he did. If she were to throw my bag, I would Chris Brown her ass. Well that's pretty much it. Gonna play the guitar for a while..ADIOS!!!!

upset

2009-07-20T05:32:00.000-07:00

Hey guys..Kinda upset right now..Will update tommorrow if possible...

you're not alone

2009-07-14T01:31:00.000-07:00

Well these days, I been busy with school and soccer. Just now in MT class, had test. Well I decided to to get at least C5 for MT so I stopped caring months ago..LOL!!! Well I dedicate this song to all my friends who are all stressed up..

Hope you guys enjoy!!!

finally jammed..

2009-07-08T04:31:00.003-07:00

Hey people!! Today school F**king sucked balls. The class got scolding from Mr.T (not mentioning his real name so that I won't get sued). Just because we did not do his online work.. Man F**K You. Before being dismissed, we got another scolding from Mdm J and Mdm Ok Alright for not doing our holiday assignment. Two words 'F**K YOU'. Holidays are for enjoying after months of working hard. Not freaking filled our day with homework. Maybe we can spend our time studying for a while. That was what pisssed me off at school. On a lighter note, went jamming. F**k Yeah!!!!! For me I really enjoyed it. Well that's it folks. Currently my throat is sore. But it was worth it!!

P.S

If I do not blog often, check out my Twitter alright! (OMG, now I'm sounding like her)

Twitter

2009-07-06T01:44:00.000-07:00

Hey readers. Currently bored out of my freaking mind. I just created a twitter account. I knew of Twitter last year but I did not even bother to do it till now. I'm trying to find bands that i want to follow. Well that's all. Follow me on Twitter ya!!!!

harder than you know..

2009-07-03T21:12:00.000-07:00

Hey guys.. Been knida down lately. Thinking about life and such. After prayers, went to play soccer. Currently, most of the guys are Rock Band Unplugged crazy. Everybody's addicted to this game. Including me. I've been playing it for 2 hours straight. Decided to use the comp and blog while the psp is charging. Sadly, today I need to return Firdaus back his psp. Well it's been a fun three week holding on to it. :(

Lately I'm also addicted to this song.

Well enjoy!!!!

BZ!!!

2009-07-02T04:22:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. Sorry for nt posting for quite a while. Been busy with school and stuff. 1 word can summarise Monday. The word is Suck. It f**king SUCK!!!!!! But the rest of the week was ok. Tommorrrow's Friday. T.G.I.F!!!!!!! Well that's all the time I have now. Catch you on the flipside!!

Currently playing RockBand Unplugged!!!

good part!!!

2009-06-26T21:40:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. Now for the good part of yesterday. Went to see Transformers 2 and it was good. Shia LaBeouf is one lucky guy to be running in slow motion with Megan Fox. I bet most of the guys were drooling at that part. Overall the movie was great.

To Epul :

If Megan Fox is a guy. Then this guy a woman

If you don't know who he is, he is Chris Crocker, the guy who made the ' Leave Britney Alone ' video..

R.I.P MJ!!!

2009-06-26T21:31:00.000-07:00

1958 - 2009

Hey guys. Yesterday a legend died. Micheal jackson was a great man. Without him, Usher, Chris Brown and Justin Timberlake would not have become great musicians. Although I'm not a big fan, I wish his family well. I can see a lot of people are saddened by his passing. He will be truly missed. Rest In Peace...

megan fox is smokin hot!!!

2009-06-21T21:34:00.000-07:00

Hey,hey,hey!!!!! I'm back from a hectic few days. Nothing interesting really happened. I been busy finishing up on H.O.M.E.W.O.R.K!!!!!!! That is a word every teenager would never want to hear.. Saying the word makes me wanna puke!!! So today nothing much had been planned.. Playing Fifa 09 with DaniBoi later and maybe catch a soccer game at Woodlands Stadium. Woodland Wellington or Albirex???? ALBIREX FTW!!!!!!!!! I can't wait to catch Transformer 2 with the guys on Friday. Man!!! Megan Fox is so HOT!!!!!!!!!!!

bass

2009-06-20T02:33:00.000-07:00

Aloha people of the internet. I'm back after a busy few days. Nothing much happened yesterday. After prayers we all played soccer. After that went for dinner at KFC. Two Piece OWNS!!! Just received a text from Munir telling me that Mcdonalds Sun Plaza has opening. Maybe I will apply for a job there.. Most likely work on weekends. If I get paid I can buy a new guitar. Or maybe a bass guitar??? I want to get the bass like the picture above. I F**KING WANT A ERNIE BALL STERLING 5 BASS GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Max Green of Escape The Fate uses this bass.. Hoping I can save enough money for this *fingers crossed*. Well that's it.. SEE YA!!!!

so predictable

2009-06-16T22:40:00.000-07:00

Hey people!!! Nothing much happen just now. Went studying with Luqman and Syahmi.. Ate Ananas Nasi Lemak Set A.. Finally went to the library.. For the past two days I got this song stuck in my head!!! Its Predictable by Good Charlotte.. Not a big fan of GC but this song is addictive.. Especially if you feel heartbroken.. Well enjoy!!!

Good Charlotte - Predictable

Something isn't right
I can feel it again, feel it again
This isn't the first time
That you left me waiting
Sad excuses and false hopes high
I saw this coming still I don't know why
I let you in

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (somethings always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable (so predictable)

So take your empty words
Your broken promises
And all the time you stole
Cause I am done with this
I could give it away, give it away
I'm doing everything I should of
And now I'm making a change
I'm living today
I'm giving back what you gave me
I don't need anything

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (somethings always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable (so predictable)

Everywhere I go
everyone i meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken?
Why am I so cold?
Why I'm so hard inside?
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story...
You're never coming back
Never..never..never..[echo].....

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (somethings always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable (so predictable)

Everywhere I go
for the rest of my life
Everyone I love(so predictable)
Everyone I care about
They all wanna know what's wrong with me
i know what it is(so predictable) and I'm ending this right NOW

RONNIE!!!!!!

2009-06-15T18:33:00.000-07:00

This man above is Ronnie Radke.Former lead singer of Escape The Fate and currently in the band called Falling In Reverse (formerly known as From Behind These Walls).I dedicate this post today for him.He's currently in a conservation centre.He was from prison.I'm not sure what he did.Hopes to get out soon.If the parole goes well he might be out on August..WOHOOO!!!! But on parole only.. :( Butmost likely he will be a free man by December!!!!! WOOTS!!!!

Check out and support his new band Falling In Reverse!!!

http://www.myspace.com/fallinginreversemusic

new song..

2009-06-12T21:57:00.000-07:00

Hey people of the world wide web..Finally I'm gonna post our new song...Hope you guys enjoy and let me know about what you think...

For You By Me and Danny..

I don't know why I feel this way.

I thought my love for you had fade away.

Now I know..

I miss you..

Why am I too blind to see?

You were right there in font of me.

How could I be so stupid and blind??

I enjoy every second with you

and now I'm missing it.

Just give a second.

And I'll enjoy it for a bit..

Chorus

I thought my love for you was gone.

But I was so wrong.

That's why I'm sitting here alone.

Singing this song.

Because this song I sing for you.

Hoping you can hear it.

How I wish I could be with you.

So I could sing it.

For You.

People tell me I had no chance.

To be with you.

So why should I even care.

I know that I love you.

People can say whatever they want.

But their words won't bring me down.

Even if the words would hurt.

I still won't frown.

Repeat Chorus

How I wish to turn back time.

To be with you.

I'll try to make you mine.

By saying 'I Love You".

Repeat Chorus Twice.

End...

Hope you like it..To the girl I dedicate this song,I miss you... :)

15451554

2009-06-09T06:50:00.000-07:00

Too tired for a long update..Maybe tommorow or the nextday I'll give you a proper update..I will officially post a new song by me and danny...so look out for it..

nouseforatitle..

2009-06-07T22:20:00.001-07:00

Hey people of the internet..Well yesterday I had nothing much to do..Went to Gaint at SSC with my parents..Went there to buy new pants and go buy the things needed to make lasagna..MMMM YUM!!!..Then went to meet Danny,Wanee and the Sec 3 guys to play Sepak Takraw (which I really really suck in)..Then we lepaked until around 9..I went home because My dad wanted me home... :( ..Did not follow the guys to Admiralty Park near Republic Poly..What a loss..Spent the next 2 hours trying to write a song..All I have is 2 verses and a chorus..Damn you Writer's Block..Well that's it..Maybe meeting Danny later for guitar sessions..

...

2009-06-06T00:16:00.000-07:00

Hey guys..I'm back for the second post for today..I just listened to this new band called Hollywood Undead..Their songs are f**king cool..They are a rap rock band which means the singer raps to the songs..I'm a not really a fan of hip hop but Hollywood Undead has really catchy songs..My fav right now is 'Young'..Check them out..

http://www.myspace.com/hollywoodundead

Riding..

2009-06-05T18:23:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps..Had fun yesterday..Went to science remedial..It was a total bore..That's 3 hours of my life wasted in the AVA room doing nothing..I mean 3 hours is a long time..I could stay at home and play my FIFA 09 manager mode but noOOO I went for the damn remedial...But on a good note..Played soccer after prayers..Scored a goal with the help of Danny of course..At night went riding with Danny,Firdaus and Munir..Went to Admiralty Park near Republic Poly..We went to cycle on the nature walk path..It was dark and the place was so surronded by trees..*goosebumps*..Then we went to an area near the Woodlands Checkpoint..The place was filled with cars heading back to Singapore..We also saw that Johor was not that far away and talked about how Mas Selamat swan across..On the way home Danny's chain began giving him problems..We also went down the Woodlands version of 'Spectrum' which was located at the old Woodlands area..Me and Danny went to Standard Value to look at the guitar we wanted

IT WAS F**KING COOL...We wanted to buy the Epiphone Les Paul Special 2..Costs around $280..*insert sad face here*..In order for us to get that.. We NEED A JOB!!!!!!.We also wanted too get the Epiphone Les Paul Standard..Which Costs $720.. :'(

Well that's all...

blabla

2009-06-03T21:08:00.000-07:00

Hey guys..You'll never believe what happened yesterday..My dear friend Nizam fell down at 'Spectrum'..Luckily his injuries were not so serious..Unfortunately his bike was f**ked up!!..Altogether roughly around $150 to repair his bike...*heart pain*..Well Nizam I hope you get well soon..Sorry about the bike..*insert sad face here*..Currently playing Fifa 09 Manager Mode On Firdaus's PSP..Tottenham FTW!!!!!

P.S

Thanks for borrowing me your air horn!!! :)

Boredom Made Me Write A Song...

2009-06-01T00:31:00.000-07:00

Hey what's up..This is the second post today..Damn this June holidays really seems like a bore..But it is still soon to judge..I was so bored that I spent 30 minutes writing this demo song..Hope you enjoy it..This contains just 1 verse,pre-chorus and the chorus..

Away by ME!!

I love it when you smile.
Inside it drives me wild.
That's why I love you so.

Even though you're not a star.
You would'nt change the way you are.
That's why I love you so.

Please tell me that you love me .
Coz deep inside its killing me.

Chorus
Baby,I love the way you are.
You're brighter than a thousand stars

Baby,you know that I love you so.
Please tell me that you won't go.
Away....
Away....
Away....
Please tell me that you won't go

Away..

Stuck In My Head!!!

2009-05-31T03:30:00.000-07:00

Hey all..Lately I've got this song stuck in my head..The song is Stay Together For The Kids by Blink 182..Its about how divorce destroys families...Also today I found 2 new guitars I want to own..Copy and paste the url to see the picture..I could not post it because the picture is too big..

http://tiny.cc/XKx0E

Fender Worn Out Strat

http://tiny.cc/VaGu7

Esp Vintage Plus

1st F**king Post

2009-05-30T06:07:00.000-07:00

Hey people of the internet!!! Its my first time blogging so... Well today nothing much happened.. Went to Aneh's house and sprayed his 'jongket'.. For those who are clueless what a 'jongket' is, it is the back seat of a bicycle.. So preety much that's it..

Till next time!!!

Goodnight and don't let the bedbugs put their foot up your ass!!!!